Wednesday, April 1, 2009

fresh start for me!!!

This was a card done by my unforgettable ex-girlfriend and the content is....
1) baby(hearts) If you are angry... :x
2) baby(hearts) If you wanna... smoke :x
3) baby(hearts) If you're bored...

This three cards are to be read when i'm about to do those three things i mention on top. So when i'm going to do those three things i'll read either one of them in order to stop smoking, not being angry and make myself occupy when i'm bored... hahas... isn't it cool... don't admire me okay i use to have a very caring, pretty, cute, lovely, helpful, always have a thought for me and lastly the person who loves me alot and lastly very chubby... hahas....

31 march 2009

Justin called me when i was on my way home from work to home. I told him something which i cannot believe it till now.... I want a change in my life.... Justin use to say to me alot of times that i don't belong to the gangster world while i actually belong to the world of guai kia. I don't believe ad i told him that i belong to the gangster world (thats was in the past) but as time goes by i lose the one i love and i starte to think correctly. I told Justin that i really belong to the world of guai kia and i want a change. I want to stop mixing with those friend i know at northpoint timezone so i try and keep myself away from timezone which at the same time help myself to save money, change my job and lastly its a secret to myself only hahas... Justin you should know it okay... I work so hard and get myself so tired at kfc have to see manager face and work and i earn $3.50 per hour and i have to work like hell.... So i decided that i shall quit my job and find another better job and also at the same time concentrate my studies in order to land myself into a polytechnic. Justin said that i'm thinking at last hahas....

1 april 2009

Yesterday i woke up at 1plus and my mother was so angry... So i woke up quickly and bath and went to school and saw Samuel and Chu wen so we went into school together and had our lunch in school... But i saw you in school with pervin you two packet and went class to have your meal i wanted to surprise you but thinking through i finally remember that i have so call break up with you.... im seriously very very sad and heart-broken

lastly i miss you and love you the day will come again
thats what i use to bluff myself